Wednesday, 16 April 2014

Women's Fantasy

That was the time when I was determined to come here with heaps of ideas and belly crackers to see my blog as one of the top blogs viewed.And my inner heart wanted to start with women,fashion and beauty.
and I start with something fascinating like you felt about the blogpost's title.

Before I have started writing blogs(I have written two prior to this) I had always wanted to write about my experiences in fantasizing people i liked.Having  met many people few I felt very close,few as someone with whom I can share all my miseries,and few who deliberately tried hurting me making me stronger and stronger after that and few I always dreamt about(yeah you guessed it right).

Fantasizing I feel is one of the best moments that indeed gives you lots of energy to express thoughts in the most appealing way possible.

I had love stories right from my schooling..which infact many do have but mine were little strange...thoda hatke I can say..:P.This was my first love story which went on for few years but he knew me as a very good friend to share things..to lighten his heart.
   
                    Everyone used to call him Abhinav or abhi except for me who would call AV(combining first and last latters)He was a north Indian and we used to travel all the way to school and back to home together as we were staying in the same colony.We both were already in teens probably 13 or 14 years.,which is the most easily affected age for teens to fall in love(especially at first sight).But I liked him not the way I like boys now but in a way which many felt quite sweet..quite juvenile.
                     
                  We used to spend time at home practicing a lot of math and I need to thank him for the little unique approaches he made me take to understand math with all my brains.Rain is always the best part for kids and it was apparent for us too.He used to like me very much coz i was the one who used to love whatever he does without pointing out like others which he hated.His was the most beautiful handwiriting you can ever find among boys and mine was always compared to him by my mom which used to suck urghhhhhh "Man mine was good too...!!!!!!!!".He remained the class topper the whole year and that was the year he was awarded the "National Science Talent Olympiad --Gold medal"..awwwwww that moment I dunno how precious it was for him but it was for me because I became the first person to him to share his happiness with.                
          For few years after that, we studied together in the same school but to my heart he was nothing more than a bestfriend and I realized it's not love but the unwinding importance teens give away each other.We parted to different ways in our careers and never could we meet later on.

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